I feel my life ending. I have 5 months left to turning 31. When I think about it my hearts starts to pound and it becomes difficult to catch my breath. There is so much I want to do still and I feel like there is not enough time. Instead of this kicking me in the butt to do something I've become paralyzed with fear. I spent the first 25 years striving for a career, then completely shifted my focus to love. I have the love, now I need to regain the passion to get the career back and more importantly to figure out what I want that career to be. I know the best way to go about things is to go out on my own. Oprah says to make a list of the things you love to help figure these life crisis out so here we go- people, laughing, musicals, theater, television, anything to do with story telling, listening to friends, giving advice, writing, dancing alone, singing in the shower, traveling.... There it is, Oprah. Now what?